Im back

hope so

thx to a fren

lol

who ask me to go church

oh ya

i rmb

i got a God

hahaha

wow,have been how long tat i din pray d

closing eye,

talkin out all wat i'd done at last time

tears,auto come out

lol

sry for the broken english.direct translate

actually,wat u want frm me in this world?mystery

"the future is unknown,the story is untold,the movie is unseen,

to be made by u and me"

written by my best buddy on facebook,few weeks ago..

and i told by another buddy in msn..lol

i wonder wat i wan?

a successful life?

i keep on gv myself a hard to archive target

at the same time,im full of stress

for the past

im fully recover?

ya..so fast?

ya

im easy to fall

and easy to recover too

i know wat i wan

no negative thinkin

i'll do my part

and today i found a business partner

bcoz i needs more money injection and time too

haha

hope we will cooperate happily

and i still got a little bit worried

haha..duno..cincai

i do plannin nia?marketin?

hahaha.mayb its abit think too much

lets it started wif low profile

thx God to gv me got chance to see tmr's sunlight

my life is totally colorful and full of challenge

i wonder other got colorful as me?lol

and i will back to U soon

一封写不出和寄不出的信

不小心delete去

再post

有点懒惰写了

爸，妈

我

退学？

可以吗？

值得吗？

撑得好辛苦

好累

问题是我这学期都撑得要死半死了

怎么办

我能吗？

烦

读书

week10了

好快

要读书

讲了好久和很多次的一句话

紧张时刻来临了

全部科目都不懂

够力

时间真的不够了，看得出

学生最重要＝读书 =)

我是学生

最近，环境有点.. ^^

需要时间消化

今天第一次拿着书

可是每次读的都不够

要早点开始了 =)

最近好像suan人到上瘾

这是不好的

如有得罪

我，这里，说声对不起

我是开玩笑罢鸟 =P

Today

Today is 18July

and this year

bon odori is on this date

today is also my fren's bday

but he say

this year

shld b not much of celebration

coz,shortage of fren on this year

mayb next year may got chances to "reunited"

bon odori

when i start heard this name?

since when i start knowin bout this?

forgotten d

but i still rmb tat after bon odori

we walk and search for the so called happenin place (club)

bcoz we dunhv own transport =x

the very young of us

we walk from esplanade

along the road..

we are totally duno wat is club?

how is tat?

lol

after reach,

we dare not go in

haha

we sit the penang bowl's seaside..lol

sien

then take taxi go home..lol

our transport:bus,parents fetch,taxi

lol..coz too late d..haha

but i wonder why,why tat time not so traffic jam?

found and take taxi easily

i got see wrong bo?lol

but hor,every year's bon odori

i also got club

except few times nia i think

lol

im addicted to club?

mayb.. lol

i visit once a week since last month

know why?

duno...lol

actually,i feel embarrassing everytime flash back the memory

its totally frighten me

and my mood will totally spoilt

i almost forgotten bout tat

but this few days,i rmb it again

mayb is i think too much

until its floatin around my mind

nobody will understand the feelin,mentally?

u all duno wat happens..haha

wat i can say is,its not so simple

kinda long story

i choose usin alcohol to anesthetize myself?

or mayb it just an excuse for me

just an excuse i think

the decision is up to me

woohoo..today will b an excited day =)

and tonite

nightmare sure wont find me =)

for a day..lol

im so hope tat i will happy everyday like tat

less stress,less worries,sleep early

haha

the prob is still there,cant be solved

but

i believe tat,time is the cure's medicine

iphone 3Gs

finally the iphone 3Gs got pricelist d

no surprise

the price is over 2k and almost reach 3k

RM2490 16gb

RM2990 32gb

its cheaper than outside hp shop

or so call the sg iphone?oversea iphone?

AP phone la...

its counted expensive to me

flash memories

meet back some old fren

but we seldom join 1

just to say hi when meet

back frm uk huh

fun trip ar..haha

speak english huh and i speak hokkien..lol

and tq for fetch me everytime..haha

first time sit new vios..hehe

and thx for intro me new fren

atho i cant heard their name..lol..haha

and now cant recognize their face d hahaha

and yesterday,i talk alot too..lol

recal many memories in my mind

kinda fun,paiseh,noob on tat time haha

laugh to myself

missed the past

no worries,unlike now

but me,nth changed..

same like past,noob

bad things just go away

u're not welcome

i dunwan to judge who are u

and dun care who u are

over my limit

i'll spread it out and let ppl judge

determine themself

so,case close for now.

where is my old folks all?

need to find 1 day gather once awhile

i seldom jio ppl de lo..haha

my favorite past time,can write a book?

if can,its my favorite book ever..lol

but the story abit short..

日记

03七月2009 阴天

有多久没写日记了？每年都会买日记簿，真正写的有多少页呢？每年都会为自己定下目标。还是任务失败吧，还有半年时间，来日方长？还在童年时，生日都会许下愿望。渐渐的，不相信单个许愿就能白白的实现，几久没许愿了？相信未来都是今天的所做所为而成就的，等到机会就会成功，可是没努力，没尝试，没勇气，如何实现呢？也许该给人洗洗脑了

连自己赢不了，想时是多么的周到，办时却没勇气走下那一步，就连开句口都不敢。

just noob in everything

翻著我們的照片，想念若隱若現，只能望着过去，还是没下那步，自己的关卡都过不了，一直等机会，这跟我的信念已经出现矛盾了，还没战已经输了。还要错过多少次？

我也是个想太多的人，想了却办不到或不敢做的。还评人

多么想自己买车，可是那钱要从哪里来？no where

我也是个gaogao的人，根本没资格评人

往往自己的缺点却看不到，respect我做么，我还不是普通一个人，有错当然要被纠正，每个人都有不同的看法，每个人要的待遇并不同。我不该以自己来当标准，真的很想说声对不起，也许是我把事情恶化的。

我是个蛮lanci下的人，不好的当然要改

我的朋友和社交范围真的很窄，来来去都是那几个。真的需要想办法认识多点人，网聚？不能认识到人的啦，别天真，很多都是beh ki的，性格上早已出现问题。出来的都是另有其因的。

who can fren wif me?

心情从来没好转过，这也许是我玩game的原因？玩了，就背叛了我的承诺，我还是办不到我的承诺

不懂为什么那么的压力，不能消退的气压，逼得透不过气来

just gv me a smoke就能好过来

借口

翻著我們的照片　想念若隱若現 去年的冬天　我們笑得很甜 看著妳哭泣的臉　對著我說再見 來不及聽見　妳已走得很遠  也許妳已經放棄我 也許已經很難回頭 我知道是自己錯過 請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我  就算是我不懂　能不能原諒我 請不要把分手當作妳的請求 我知道堅持要走　是妳受傷的藉口 請妳回頭　我會陪妳一直走到最後  就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受 我知道妳的痛　是我給的承諾 妳說給過我縱容　沉默是因為包容 如果要走　請妳記得我

好听，中学时代的歌

好久没听了