Today

Today is 18July

and this year

bon odori is on this date

today is also my fren's bday

but he say

this year

shld b not much of celebration

coz,shortage of fren on this year

mayb next year may got chances to "reunited"

bon odori

when i start heard this name?

since when i start knowin bout this?

forgotten d

but i still rmb tat after bon odori

we walk and search for the so called happenin place (club)

bcoz we dunhv own transport =x

the very young of us

we walk from esplanade

along the road..

we are totally duno wat is club?

how is tat?

lol

after reach,

we dare not go in

haha

we sit the penang bowl's seaside..lol

sien

then take taxi go home..lol

our transport:bus,parents fetch,taxi

lol..coz too late d..haha

but i wonder why,why tat time not so traffic jam?

found and take taxi easily

i got see wrong bo?lol

but hor,every year's bon odori

i also got club

except few times nia i think

lol

im addicted to club?

mayb.. lol

i visit once a week since last month

know why?

duno...lol

actually,i feel embarrassing everytime flash back the memory

its totally frighten me

and my mood will totally spoilt

i almost forgotten bout tat

but this few days,i rmb it again

mayb is i think too much

until its floatin around my mind

nobody will understand the feelin,mentally?

u all duno wat happens..haha

wat i can say is,its not so simple

kinda long story

i choose usin alcohol to anesthetize myself?

or mayb it just an excuse for me

just an excuse i think

the decision is up to me

woohoo..today will b an excited day =)

and tonite

nightmare sure wont find me =)

for a day..lol

im so hope tat i will happy everyday like tat

less stress,less worries,sleep early

haha

the prob is still there,cant be solved

but

i believe tat,time is the cure's medicine